I prayed that I wanted to become an adult
I rushed too much because I thought I could do something
I spilled the happiness away, I lost love
Did I not stop and only ran forward?
Did I not stop and only ran forward?
I am losing myself,
Only worries increase
As if I have the whole world by just owning a picture card
Have I forgotten those nights that I fell asleep with a fluttering heart?
I'm typing this post after my first exam in university. It was accounting exam and well...it was so so. Just hoping the result will come out well! Do you ever feel like rushing out your life? I mean, when i was in junior high school, i really want to be a senior high schooler. In senior high school, i couldn't wait to be a college student and i was really focused and spent my time to prepare for college entrance. After getting in university, i try to achieve good grades and focusing on the degree program for next year. But have i enjoyed all the life i've been through? It's like i always making a target for the future but not likely enjoying the present. So, cherish the moment in your life in the present because you'll never know what's going to happen in the future. Tell everyone you love how much they mean for you, because you never know if you're going to be apart. Because the thing that is really matter is right now...the present time.
Anyways, my love for plaid outfit is still on! I know i just bought a plaid dress but i just can't resist this checkered mini dress. Combine it with my dotted stocking (which i just realized i have it!) and my platform sandals. Finally i found a decent denim platform sandals! Bought them in a pretty cheap deal ;) Oh well, this weekend i am going to go back to Jakarta! YAY I'm having a week holiday so why not going back? Planning to meet my friends, cousins, and fellow bloggers there. If we bump to each other just greet me! lol but i'm way too awkward so yeah.. ha ha. But rlly it will be really nice to have a meet up when i'm in jkt. Too bad i can't attend JFW because it's currently my exam week and when i get to Jakarta in Saturday, the event will be finished already.
So, wishing you all a nice week! Until the next post ><
xx,bella
Wrote by Bellamoreway