Friday, August 29, 2014

Thoughts


Writing post in the middle of the night seems like my habit already. It is not my intention to write at midnight, but it feels like that time is perfect to pour all my thoughts while listening to soothing k-indie songs. At night, i can think about everything endlessly. Sometimes i can cry myself to sleep at night. Sometimes i think "Why me? Why things have to be like this?". I know that i made mistakes in the past and wondering why i did those things. Well, everybody makes mistakes right? Just face it and take it as a life lesson but remember not to make it twice. 






Sometimes i feel so insecure. No, all the time. I feel insecure about my skin colour, face feature, pimples, legs, and other things. Seems like i cannot live up people's expectation of beauty. I'm not sure if it is because the society. Society changes the perspective of beauty.




Negative thinking often pops out in my mind and i cant seem to get it out. Everytime i see someone who's better than me, i feel so insecure and useless. I am trying to fix these things. I won't let negative thinking surrounds me all the time. It is okay to be frustrated in some point, but we have to move forward. Live up your passion. Do what you love. Take activities and chances you never did before. Make friends and meet new people so you can get ideas from different perspectives. Visit a hidden and relaxing cafe and eat delicious dessert without thinking about diet. 



For the outfit, i wear this mini tutu skirt which have been hiding in my wardrobe for a long time. Totally loving my choker that i bought in a Japanese store. Actually i wasn't really into choker because i thought i won't suit me. Turns out that this one does! I love the pendant that has a vintage vibe.




xx,bella

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

coming up roses















Yep im finally back on track (again). Actually.. i dont know why i always delay my post and end up posting now. Maybe i feel like lacking of inspiration? There some post on my draft but i keep hesitating to post, and in the end i just abandon those post. I'm currently having school break until early August and all i've done is just sleep all day long like a koala srsly. I always sleep around 4 and wake up at 1 in the afternoon. Well, i just cant resist holiday vibe when you can sleep all day long without worrying abt assignment and stuff. This zara asymetrical skirt has been neglected for a while in my wardrobe. I'm not sure these days asymetrical skirt is still on trend, but well..i dont always follow newest trends tho. I pair it with my jeans vest which often shown up on my post for several times (Hope you dont mind). I think jeans vest is always perfect to pair up with girly dress or skirt. I'm going back to Jakarta tomorrow for a week. Cant wait to catch up with my friends and big family there, hope things turns out well and i can enjoy my time in jakarta <3 Also i just made a song playlist, well most of them are korean indie which i'm really diggin into right now. 





xx, Bella

Coming up roses from bellamoreway1 on 8tracks Radio.

Saturday, May 10, 2014

EVENT: Urban Icon Grand Indonesia

I went to Urban Icon re-opening in Grand Indonesia. Urban Icon new store concept was really amusing. I love the minimalist and modern atmosphere in the store. The new concept gives a friendly vibe so the customer won't hesitate to look around and feel cozy in the store. There are many brands which you can find such as Fossil, Liebeskind, Melie Bianco, and others. I was craving for all the goods in the store especially the wallet and bags! The colours are mostly dominated by brighter colours since it is spring collection. The collection is not only for girls, there are many mens accessories such as wallet and watch. Take a peek at urban icon new concept on these pics! The store is already open for public so you can check out urban icons new concept straight away in Grand Indonesia! 
  
Too in love with this fossil spring collection! I didnt know that Fossil can come up with these lovely and lively patterns. The playful and colorful patterns really caught my eyes especially the turquoise wallet!

These Iphone cases pattern are too tempting too resist right?

Wallets in bright colors. Perfect for spring and summer collection <3


Some earthy coloured bags

prints prints lovely prints everywhere ><


Met fellow bloggers there! I didn't get the chance to attend many events in Jakarta since i'm still staying in singapore, so i was really nice to meet other bloggers there >< Had so much fun!


xx,bella

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Just a Little



Just a little
My heart feels a bit frustrated
It just feels a bit cloudy




Just a little, just a little
I am resenting the world



If you need to leave, if you’re going
There’s nothing I can do 



Just a little.....


It just hurts a lot


Letting someone you treasure a lot to go is never easy. I will miss holding your warm hand when we walk together. I will miss your scent, distinct scent that makes me want to hug you all day. I will miss going to new places together and we made it because you are really good at reading maps. I will miss that time when you show that eye smile when we walk together and it melts me instantly. I miss the time when i catch you eyes staring at me lovingly. I will literally miss everything about you. Didn't know that time would flies this fast, and in the end i have to let you go for a couple years. I will look forward to the time when we meet again, meet each others eyes, and embrace you once more in my arms.

Top and skirt : The editors market
Shoes: Lowry's Farm
Sheer outer: Zara
Clutch: I need tailored
xx, bella


Tuesday, March 25, 2014

He & I










ahjussi snapshot 


picturesque scenery <3




ahjussi said the teddy bear is ready to fight lol







Well, this is not an outfit post but i hope you enjoy seeing the shots.
Went to Pasar Bella (what a coincindence name is it) on Marina Bay yesterday with ahjussi. Went there in the evening and the ambience was really nice. It was monday night so it was less crowded and get got seats easily yay! I'm really glad pasar bella has a festival in town, and what's better than a food festival with lots a yummy foods? Even the price is yeah.. kinda pricy but still i love the atmosphere and decorations. At first i bought japanese food then i was still feeling hungry so i bought truffle fries. After that, we bought ice creams and my ice cream fell down bcs of a guy who ran in a fast speed towards my side! I even haven't eat it and it the end ahjussi bought me again..


After satisfying our tummy, we went to see the light installations. Those light installations are very unique and i keep taking pics of those. Totally appreciate people who made the light installations! So creative. The wishing tree installation is my favourite and ahjussi said it looks like avatar tree lol. Well, another outfit post is coming up. These days i enjoy sharing scenery pics more than my outfit pic, is it a bad sign? Anyway this is pretty much in the mid-week, hang in there! Patiently wait for the weekend~

When words run dry,
he does not try,
nor do I.

We are on par.

He just is,
I just am,
and we just are.

-Love & Misadventure, Lang Leav