Saturday, August 15, 2015

Sunsets, Green Fields.. and Good Companies



"We're staying here and never coming back,
Maybe we'll turn to gold"


Spent the evening in marina barrage this Friday. It was super hot even though it was already around 6 like...really hot. Well, we just chat and wait for the sunset and take tons of pics. I suddenly decided to shoot videos with my camera since i want to record a video with the black skirt's song. I already planned to make a video with chill and calm vibes and i think that song and marina barrage would be a perfect match. Do watch the vid in HD! ><

Before going to Marina Barrage, we decided to stroll around city hall and visit St Andrew's Cathedral.I really love the old architecture of the church. After that, we took bus and went straight to Marina Barrage. It is located just near gardens by the bay, you can reach it either by bus or taxi ( taxi is expensive so...bus ftw lol). We arrives around 5pm but i was still very hot. I dont know how the weather can change so quickly from heavy rain everyday until blazing hot these recent days. These atmosphere in Marina Barrage was rlly nice though. We had fun, took dozen of pics, and i recorded video. Spending late afternoon with lovely companies in a refreshing place completely made by day. 

rays of rainbow-ish light inside the church





wind game so strong i cant-

Have a great day!
xx,moreway

Thursday, August 6, 2015

Weather talk












































Singapore has been surrounded by dark clouds and fat drops of rain recently. It is usually really hot and humid everyday, but currently it always rain here (even tho its still humid..) Fortunately, that day was different. It wasn't raining even though it was still cloudy as well. So we decided to take a stroll at Botanic Gardens! I already brought my camera but...i didnt put the SD card in (what a clumsy creature i am). Thank god my phone was there to save me so i can took some snaps on that late afternoon.This kind of rainy season makes me feel..gloomy i guess? but in a good way. I feel like i get inspired to write more in this weather. I also put a song that fits this gloomy weather at the end of this post. 

Wish i can stay i a four seasons area. I fancy that spring to summer transition when its still chilly but you already can feel warmth of the sun. Anyway, you can see that this post is a bit different right? I just feel like making a post that tells a story or have a certain concept. Since i was sharing hows the weather in my are, what about yours? Hows the weather in your place? and what's your favourite weather along the year? 

xx, bella

Wednesday, August 5, 2015

Comes and Goes

egency top, unbranded shorts, kloom wedges, aigner sling bag

So im back from another monthsssss disappearance. Just got back from Jakarta spending my two weeks break by munching foods everyday lol. In case you're wondering, im wearing sleeveless top from @egency. Currently being one of my fav items and its really comfy to wear on sunny weather. As you know, i rarely wear shorts before bcs i think it makes me look short lol, but this jeans shorts is an exception tho. Got it on a weekend flea market below $10, pretty worth it right?



 Well, after my short break in Jakarta i realized that i miss capturing pics with my camera. Since i moved to Singapore, i rarely brings out my camera for taking pics like i used to in Jakarta. Maybe because carrying DSLR is too much burden rather than carrying an iphone?lol. Now i'm trying to take pics more frequently with my camera in Singapore. It's just a couple months more before i finish my degree here, so i guess i need to explore more when i still have the chance. 


xx, moreway

Sunday, May 3, 2015

The state i am in

Well, here i am now in my house at Jakarta, enjoying a week holiday and too lazy to go out because tomorrow i have to go back again to Singapore. I decided to post these shots, which have been abandoned for few months in my laptop. Went to Gillman Barracks few months ago. It is one of art spaces in Singapore and it consist of few blocks of art exhibitions. It is located around..telok blangah i think? I forgot already lol, anyway google is always there to help you. Been absent for couple months also on this blog omg i barely post a thing these days...but i update frequently on my instagram: @bellamoreway (if you're interested on my boring life snaps tho). 


I guess most of my clothing here is unbranded...except for the izzue shoes. You can find it in I.T stores in Singapore. Im currently into platform sneakers or practically sneakers and running shoes in general. Sneakers is a perfect shoes to walk around in Singapore or else i will get a leg cramp if i use wedges/heels. I also wear cropped turtleneck top, which i bought in bugis street. Coincidentally, it fits with my tartan mini dress, which i got from....bugis also. Srsly you can find a nice clothings with affordable prices if you look through closely in bugis street.
















Well..these days life is okay for me. I mean i am not yet satisfied with my life, yet i am thankful for it. I'm thankful for many things that god has gave me but it doesn't mean its enough and i stop working to achieve what i desire. There are many things that i haven't accomplish and makes me worried about my future. But at this time, i just need to take a deep breath, look around, smile, and be thankful for what i have. 


xx, bella





Monday, March 16, 2015

Broken




"I think it's okay to be broken, that's how the light goes in."















Please mind my constant 'hiding-my-face' shots. Faceless shots is somehow interesting. It makes you wonder and think about the person's actual expression. Is it happy? Gloomy? Emotionless? People will guess based on their own perception. Every person must has a different perspective and thoughts about the faceless pictures. This reminds us that it is okay to have different perception at something. These days, people tend to have the same perception on things. Success is perceived by getting a high-paid job, beauty is perceived by skinny posture and certain face shape etc. I've been thinking about it....and that's what i like from a faceless shot. It makes you wonder. Makes you curious.


xx, bella


Monday, December 29, 2014

Ordinary




Well, i've been on hiatus for couple month but here i am now. My schedule has been packed up these few months. There are times when i think to stop writing on this blog..but i guess i just can stop it, this is where i can put my thoughts without anyone judging. Its already end of December now, time flies like so fast. I guess on new year people tend to make a new year resolutions. Usually i don't really stick to having a 'new year resolution' but i think planning some things tho. These are some resolutions i've made:


1. Loving myself more
Yes. This is like a thing that's easy to say but in real life its just hard for me. It's just i can't help but compare myself to others people, and get this self-hatred feeling. I'm still trying to fix this thing. i often get really depressed about my physical appearance and thats just no good. Rather than focusing on things i'm lacking, i'm going to focus more on things i love, things i do well. Rather than being sad and complaining about my appearance, i'm trying to focus more on how to fix it. how to make it better. Grieving and complaining about your weakness doesn't solve anything, so i'm going to look at myself more positively. Take some time to exercise everyday, eat healthier, tidy my room, take care of my skin more, etc.  


2. Be more independent
I'm going to live alone around starting next month, so i'm trying to be more independent in the future. Blatantly speaking, i'm that person who still depends on people especially parents. I think it's because i haven't experience living alone. Seriously, i even cannot cook properly (just ask my best friends or cousins). I have to force myself to change and be less dependent to people. Well, i'm getting older and i guess now it's time for me to be more responsible, at least for myself first. If i already can take care of myself properly, i can take care of other things well also. umm take care of my significance other too...maybe? 



3. Gain confidence
Maybe if you never meet me or you're my superrr close friend, you would not think i have a low confidence. Actually i'm not sure why i feel awkward and less confidence if i'm talking (especially to new people unless we have a same interest). I'm a introvert person also, and it seems like introvert person more likely to express themselves through writing? not sure actually. but i'm trying to change that. Well, having a confidence is really important, especially if i'm getting into job interview etc etc. When i think about it more...its impossible to have confidence if i don't love myself. Without loving myself, i think reaching self-confidence won't be easy. 


 4. Making my parents proud
This is such a cliche resolution is it? but i think this is really important for me especially in next year. Its time to prove that i'm capable of taking care of myself and pursuing in degree with satisfying marks. In 2015, i'm going to focus more on my study and get rid of all distracting things. My parents have put high hopes on me and  i wont let them down. They always say everything i do right now is not for them, but it's all for me in the end. If i put efforts on my study, i'm the one who will be happy in the end.

2014 has been such a roller coaster ride for me. From being ridiculously happy, until i broke down to tears like crazy. I learn so much about life, good things, bad things. I'm trying to be a better person ahead, and try to focus on my study more. love and respect myself. Everything that happens on this year will be memories, and memories is supposed to be keep in a safe place, but don't stick on them. I still have lots of thing to achieve, lots of things to learn, to explore, lots a thins waiting for me in 2015


and i hope those things will be wonderful.