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| zara lace top, new look headband, maxi skirt (Korea), platform sandals (Hongkong), dreamcatcher (Bali) |
Though it’s far from heaven
Maybe this could be my haven.
nell-haven
Yes, i dyed my hair. You can see on the first pic that my hair coloris a bit different right? Actually i already dyed my hair blond-ish a day after my graduation (lol) but after 3 days i turned it back to dark brown. In the sunlight, you can still see a bit of burgundy and light brown color on my hair, it's not bad though. Well, I always ended up wearing soft colors for my daily outfit. It's just..my natural instinct maybe? (what) This maxi skirt i really perfect for this windy day and match it with my all time fav bulky yet comfy platform sandals.
When i said that things are almost too perfect, i was a bit worried. Will that perfection last? I've got the answer now. Life always has the up and down part. This life cannot always follow what we want. Maybe in some point of view, looks like that i don't have anything to worry about and it is really lucky to be me. Well, its not completely right. I have my own problems and somehow it kills me mentally. Sorry for being overly dramatic but yes, it bothers me a lot. On the other side, i've already passed some obstacle in my life.... so i think that this too shall pass.
xx,bella
p.s: sorry for the lame editing, i just really want to post something in this gloomy midnight
Just sitting in my new room while listening to nell's album. Today feels a bit...surreal. I mean, i am already living in a new house in Singapore. I still can't believe that i've left my house in Jakarta. Leave my friends, relatives, and all the memories there. Maybe it sounds so dramatic but yeah.. just can't believe i'm leaving from jkt.
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I'm going to start going to university at the end of august, so i still have like 2 months for holiday. Such a long holiday isn't it? Maybe i'll go around the city and take tons of shots and beside that.....srsly i really dont know what to do besides blogging, sightseeing around the city, and yes shopping. Also the thing that bothers me is that i haven't get any friends here..(sounds kind of pathetic but its true currently) Going to miss my highschool friends so badly. We will be apart but i'm sure it is a start of new journey.
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| favorite spot in the room <3 |
Maybe i should go into some cooking or language course to fill my 'unemployed' days here. I'd like to explore some cozy places in the city and also going to new clothing stores that i never visited. Any reccomendations? :)
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| tried to sort them by colors i swear, but it turns out like this |
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my friends message for me lol gonna miss them real bad..
p.s: sorry im just too lazy to edit the pics, mind the pic's quality
Until the next post! I'll post about Indcreativeweek which i attended last friday :D
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| unbranded jumper, cotton on skirt, unbranded stockings, dip drops shoes, h&m bag |
Do you know why the post title is Marionette? I have no particular reason though, it's a song title by Nell (my fav korean band everrr) and i just really like the title and song. I'm finally back in my super loveydovey cozy room in jakarta. I dont know, i just too in love being in my bedroom lol but in a week i'll leave it (sad much). I'll leave to Singapore permanently on Sunday. Im really curious on my university life there. I'll try to adapt on the new environment and start a whole new page!
I'm attending my prom night tomorrow but i'm still fatty fat thanks to all the tempting fishball noodles and desserts in Singapore. My prom dress is just.. not quiet satisfiying. I dont know why, i just keep worrying about my prom dress. Well, the most important part is to cherish the memories with our friends right? not just wearing a gorgeous dress and think about our body shape. Truthfully, i feel like everyone's really busy with their own things when i get back here. I mean, i really want to cherish my time with my friends, cousins, and others before i leave but most of them have their own things to do so..yeah.
Those shots above were taken right opposite the apartment i stayed in. Really love the ambience of the street, it feels really calming and quiet. Actually i was planning to visit botanic garden but my mom said i can go there later bcs it's pretty near from my house later. Definitely going there when i get back to sg!
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| took shots of my wardrobe in the apartment. how can you resist pastel colors? |
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currently in love with my dip drops shoes <3
au revoir!
xx,bella
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