I prayed that I wanted to become an adult
I rushed too much because I thought I could do something
I spilled the happiness away, I lost love
Did I not stop and only ran forward?
I am losing myself,
Only worries increase
As if I have the whole world by just owning a picture card
Have I forgotten those nights that I fell asleep with a fluttering heart?


I'm typing this post after my first exam in university. It was accounting exam and well...it was so so. Just hoping the result will come out well! Do you ever feel like rushing out your life? I mean, when i was in junior high school, i really want to be a senior high schooler. In senior high school, i couldn't wait to be a college student and i was really focused and spent my time to prepare for college entrance. After getting in university, i try to achieve good grades and focusing on the degree program for next year. But have i enjoyed all the life i've been through? It's like i always making a target for the future but not likely enjoying the present. So, cherish the moment in your life in the present because you'll never know what's going to happen in the future. Tell everyone you love how much they mean for you, because you never know if you're going to be apart. Because the thing that is really matter is right now...the present time.
Anyways, my love for plaid outfit is still on! I know i just bought a plaid dress but i just can't resist this checkered mini dress. Combine it with my dotted stocking (which i just realized i have it!) and my platform sandals. Finally i found a decent denim platform sandals! Bought them in a pretty cheap deal ;) Oh well, this weekend i am going to go back to Jakarta! YAY I'm having a week holiday so why not going back? Planning to meet my friends, cousins, and fellow bloggers there. If we bump to each other just greet me! lol but i'm way too awkward so yeah.. ha ha. But rlly it will be really nice to have a meet up when i'm in jkt. Too bad i can't attend JFW because it's currently my exam week and when i get to Jakarta in Saturday, the event will be finished already.
So, wishing you all a nice week! Until the next post ><
xx,bella
Hi! Its been a long time since i took outfit shots outside my house lol. So today i managed to take an outdoor shoot with my friend! Please mind all my tired bareface bcs the weather is too unfriendly today!! The weather was so unpredictable. It was raining and suddenly got really hot, then windy, and rained again. So, to prevent getting soaked on the trip i bring umbrella and this jacket. I really really adore this jacket recently and i don't know why. It's like i wear this jacket almost everyday haha (i still wash it tho) and the skirt is a gift from
Elen! (Thankies Elen! ><) We met up a couple days ago and we went to a thrift store and bought 10 clothings only for $50. Hope to see her again soon when i get back to Jakarta.
Actually we intended to find Oakham Market in Ann Siang Hill, but ppl said it has been relocated to Haji lane. So we directly went to Haji lane without knowing the exact place of the relocated oakham market. When we arrived in Haji lane, we searched for Oakham Market but....no result. We still can't find it :( So after giving up on Oakham Market, we took a look on other clothing stores. The interior of each shops is really good but the price is not that cheap tho. To find the cheaper clothes, we went straight to Bugis street. We managed to buy some cheap dresses and finally i found platform sandals!
Ok so.. do tell me if anyone knows where is the exact place of Oakham Market!! because i'm just really curious about it ><
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a little cute store in ann siang hill |
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took some shots in lomography store around chinatown |
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Haji lane |
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Quote on the stairs to the shop! |
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who can resist these cute socks?? |
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a proper dessert to end the trip!
xx, bella
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Writing this post in the middle of the night. Finally i can shoot another outfit post! yay! Truthfully, there are tons of things that i want to post and ideas inside my head but i always end up doing nothing. Well, at least i did it though. I bought this mini checkered dress in bugis street and i just completely fell in love with it. I pair it with my flower crown and current fav flatform. I got this cute pink bracelet from UNEX, go check the collection on the
fb page. I intended to take outdoor shoots but hey, i found another 'great spot' for the shots! It's on the 2nd floor terrace. Apparently the weather is just too hot to take an outdoor shots tho, i'll be sweating like crazy when taking the pics ><
These days... well things go quite okay. I mean its just 'okay' and nothing else. I made new friends and still trying to adapt with the uni environment and all but i feel...empty? idk. Like i feel so lonely even though i'm surrounded by many people. I just feel like i'm pulling myself away from the society and idk why. I really want to do something new, something different, meet someone that will change my boring daly routine and brighten me everyday. Well, everything takes time, but i'm just waiting for something uncertain. Anyways, i really heart this song by Urban Zakappa called Caffe Latte. Such a perfect song to start your day in a cozy coffee shop <3 Feel free to follow my insta too peeps :
@bellamoreway
dress & faltform: bugis street
socks: uniqlo
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peace out! |
xx,bella