Though it’s far from heaven
Maybe this could be my haven.

nell-haven

Yes, i dyed my hair. You can see on the first pic that my hair coloris a bit different right? Actually i already dyed my hair blond-ish a day after my graduation (lol) but after 3 days i turned it back to dark brown. In the sunlight, you can still see a  bit of burgundy and light brown color on my hair, it's not bad though. Well, I always ended up wearing soft colors for my daily outfit. It's just..my natural instinct maybe? (what) This maxi skirt i really perfect for this windy day and match it with my all time fav bulky yet comfy platform sandals.

When i said that things are almost too perfect, i was a bit worried. Will that perfection last? I've got the answer now. Life always has the up and down part. This life cannot always follow what we want. Maybe in some point of view, looks like that i don't have anything to worry about and it is really lucky to be me. Well, its not completely right. I have my own problems and somehow it kills me mentally. Sorry for being overly dramatic but yes, it bothers me a lot. On the other side, i've already passed some obstacle in my life.... so i think that this too shall pass.

xx,bella

p.s: sorry for the lame editing, i just really want to post something in this gloomy midnight

Do you know why the post title is Marionette? I have no particular reason though, it's a song title by Nell (my fav korean band everrr) and i just really like the title and song. I'm finally back in my super loveydovey cozy room in jakarta. I dont know, i just too in love being in my bedroom lol but in a week i'll leave it (sad much). I'll leave to Singapore permanently on Sunday. Im really curious on my university life there. I'll try to adapt on the new environment and start a whole new page!

 I'm attending my prom night tomorrow but i'm still fatty fat thanks to all the tempting fishball noodles and desserts in Singapore. My prom dress is just.. not quiet satisfiying. I dont know why, i just keep worrying about my prom dress. Well, the most important part is to cherish the memories with our friends right? not just wearing a gorgeous dress and think about our body shape. Truthfully, i feel like everyone's really busy with their own things when i get back here. I mean, i really want to cherish my time with my friends, cousins, and others before i leave but most of them have their own things to do so..yeah.

Those shots above were taken right opposite the apartment i stayed in. Really love the ambience of the street, it feels really calming and quiet. Actually i was planning to visit botanic garden but my mom said i can go there later bcs it's pretty near from my house later. Definitely going there when i get back to sg!

I.MISS.HOLIDAY

Well, i miss going on a trip like this. When i can have fun and going around to different places. I had a quick trip to Singapore w/ my mom and cousin last October. I forgot to bring my camera's memory so i had to bought it there. Guess what?i bought i there for.......around Rp500.000. I got tricked by the seller -__- Despire of that, we really had fun. You know, just relieving your problems and stress on the daily life and just try to relax~ 

Sorry for the lack of update :( I lost my camera's charger and currently having problems to take pictures. Final exam is already approaching too, so i better get prepared. I'll update soon :) Pinky promise.

xoxo,bella